Changing Focus to Receive God’s Strength

My husband was rushed to the hospital December 4, 2015. He was vomiting “old blood.” Each time the doctor cleared Darrell’s stomach then fed him through his peg tube, Darrell aspirated. The surgeon couldn’t replace the peg with a J-tube due to gastric problems, aspiration, and chronic vomiting. Nourishment to sustain life was impossible.

I watched my husband transition to eternity with the Lord. I worried about Darrell, his fears, and how I would live without him. With each worry, I asked God to strengthen and help me live in the present, to be thankful for the current moment we had together.

I never questioned God when Darrell slipped away December 29, 2015. Some days the pain is more difficult than others; however, I choose to seek God’s love and comfort. I’ve learned resilience and purpose in God’s promise: “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior” (Isaiah 43:2–3 NIV).


By Audrey Hector

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